Lethargy
I’d like to take a blog to talk about my fellow Puerto Rican countrymen, specially those of my generation. I’ll start by telling you about the day I went to leave a card at a local restaurant.
I was returning from signing a contract in a nearby town when I stumbled upon a famous (and old) restaurant. I decided to leave my contact information since I had been looking for a place to play a specific repertoire (by specific, I mean old). I ordered a chicken breast with some veggies (I’m on a diet, I’m old), and a diet coke that was confused for a regular one when a senior gentleman sat next to me.
“Wow, that TV actress is really gorgeous,” came his casual chat for which I was thankful since it reminded of my lonely days in local bars in Munich.
“Yeah, look, she just posted a picture with that same outfit on Facebook,” I said as I passed him my phone. He grunted approvingly.
“So, what do you do?” he asked.
“I’m a songwriter. I came to leave a card here. I heard they hire live music for the weekends.”
“Ah, nice. Brave man, not a favorable time for such entrepreneurship.” I was flattered.
“How about you?”
“I own a merchandise distribution company which my sons run now so you could say I’m retired.” As he told me how the company came to be, I was enthralled. Here were decades of knowledge in motion talking about the days when he made his first trips to China. Such experience, much wow.
While he took a sip of his second Cuba Libre, I ranted about how frustrating it had been to get people motivated to do the work they were supposedly passionate about. I currently didn’t have the budget to absorb the costs of some of the work I required so I thought it would be smart to make deals and trade favors with people who had a value to gain from helping me: video editors, sound technicians, musicians, etc. Even when money was on the table, people refused it on the basis of “we’re at the bottom, bro, we gotta help each other out” but when the time came, nothing was delivered and I sat there waiting (I know better now).
He continued to listen, and gestured for the barman to repeat his drink. When he appeared satisfied or annoyed by the venting session, he cleared his throat as if telling me to shut up. Ok, maybe not “as if.”
“Puerto Ricans are very interesting folk,” he mused. “The first thing job applicants asked me on their interviews was how many holidays they got. Not the amount of responsibility, the core hours expected of them during the week, or the quality of the work. No, we want to know how much of an easy job the job is for us to feel as if we are doing nothing to earn money. Your main currency at the moment is not money but it is a currency nonetheless.”
He took another sip and I took the time to envy his gray beard.
“The island life,” he exhaled, “as if your surroundings should dictate the capacity of your mind or the effort of your body.”
“Then there’s those who feel entitled to the job. The workers who complain about the tasks handed to them without even considering their complexity or time frames. It would seem we hate working. Well, in a country were one does better by not working, and with people that hold getting by as the primary, we can understand. But I’ll tell you something, men do not live by just ‘getting by,’ not truly. Dogs get by.”
I learned that when old men speak in these terms, they are no longer old but wise, and it is better to hear them out. So, I kept shut willingly. For a while.
“What did you do with them?” I finally blurted when he paused.
“I fired them immediately, of course,” he stated as if obvious. “Sadly, now it is difficult. The government seems to think that they’re entitled to the job also. But that is topic for another rum and coke, and I’m about to leave.”
He smirked as if tasting something bitter.
“You should get rid of those people. They make the mistake of misunderstanding life but you make the mistake of condoning it if you rely on them. After all, we are proof enough that not all of us are doomed.”
And with that and the check, he left the bar leaving me to think about my future projects as I stared down at the contact card in my hand . I realized that I had other means to involve people with my work. I had the interwebs, for crying out loud. So, it was time to leave behind whoever was not ready when I decided to move forward. Enough of this lethargy.
P.S. I did end up leaving the card with the owner. I’ll post about it if I ever get to play there.